Well today i got to school right before the bell rang... this gave me a feeling like i was true senior.. all the senior slack off and get to school right before the bell rights... i have went through one right off passage.. but i am not sure what the others yet.. lol... well ok later on in the day i went to a kawanis lunchin.. it was kewl i got free food but i had to listen to this speaker forever... actually there were two and they both talked about juvenile detention center.... so i know all about juvey which really doesn't matter too much does it... lol... but i got to see lelia though she has always been a kewl person to me.. so it was really kewl seeing her..
Well after school and the key club meeting me and shelley went out looking for presents for the angel tree children and during this i felt two main things.... one was because of the fact that shelley had to carry around her "simulation baby"... basicly it is a baby doll that crys and has other sensors to tell it when it is abused and to tell if you are taking good care of it..... this is for her senior product.. well mine is .. well you are looking at it.. hehehe.. but we got looks all the time cuz the baby cried like in every store we were at.. well ok.. and now to the story before.. well anyway the baby doll looked so real that people gave us really weird looks.. well there we were looking at children clothing and she has a baby so naturally ppl think i am the father.. so that was wierd..
Well th other feeling that i experenced that night was.. well you know the tv show "Will and Grace"... ok if not... Will and Grace are a pair of best friends... ok.. Will is gay so it is like the sterotypical girl, gay guy best friend thing.. and me and shelley have become really good friends so i am like her Will.. exp the fact that i am NOT GAY AND NEVER WILL BE... but anyway she got a really big kick out of that.. and we also got a kick out of the fact that i lost one of cards for the angel tree children... but she just told me that she found it so i am soo relieved...
Ok well then she takes me home and i go to church.. nothing wierd really excep the fact that jessica's new boyfriend asked me if i didn't like him i said i didn't.. but there is still alittle part of me that still holds resentment.. towards that whole thing... ok.. then i go home and mom tells me to go pick up sara (my sister..) i do and now i am here with spiked hair... she likes to do stuff like that to me but i am kewl with it..
To close, i would just like to say that all in all my life is much better.. and i am greatfull.. (even though i have not talked to "____" yet.. but thats kewl..
Peace love and happiness to everyone... till i write again..